Musing

I just finished reading an excellent book called Blue Like Jazz. I say it is excellent because it is a book with very honest comments and stories from Donald Miller's life. Since starting reading it I have been finding myself increasingly wanting to be a deep person. Whatever that means.

Part of my feelings may stem from the fact that life has not really turned out how I pictured it should and I continue to see lots of perceived injustice around me.
My church needs change, something awful I think. Making a career out of music just was not practical for me last year and, unfortunately, maybe it never will.

Managing time also seems to be a problem of mine too. I'm always busy.
Too busy sometimes... but things are getting better.

But for any of my friends and aquaintances who used to talk to me, I am sorry I have not kept in touch. I am sorry I have become a recluse and somehow destroyed communication lines. I will be trying to communicate with some of you in the near future and not for any purpose other than to ask you how you are doing.